camp

i can't believe it! i love camp but still, i cant believe it!! you see, when i went to camp for the first time 5 years ago, we did hail to the chief. i knew that the last year i was going to be going, we were doing hail to the cheif again because they do it every election year. i really wanted to be lois. she was the main girl character and she sang a really awesome, sorta sexy song. but this year, they compelely COMPLETELY changed it. there is no more LOIS!!!! i am sooo angry!!!

luckily, during our practices for auditions for friday, i sang BEAUTIFULLY!! i sang memory, i sang the last part cause i get to go really high, which i do like singing. everyone loved my singing. then when we tried our lines for the acting audition and i did, like, the main character. its a guy tho. slick knowitall. they ruined the play sorta mostly. oh well. during my lines, i say all the words in a really "slick" way. everybody really loved LOVED it. i only really have one other boy for competition for the part. people are saying that if i dont dont get this part....well...yeah.

so i like this one guy at camp. he is a cit (counseler in training) and pretty cute. he is just some months older than me. last year, we had this water combat game and it got a little carried away. he was a camper then w/ me. he almost drowned me. i ignored him for the rest of the summer. well, now all the girls are all over him. well, the small munchkins. they really like him. they think he's cute. well, i think he is too. right now, i just want him to think of me as a really good friend. but i thought he must be gay. he acts like it. well, i was iming this one friend of mine from the past few summers. she is as old as the boy. so she is not at the camp. she says that she goes to school w/ him and knows that he is gay. she thougt that this "chick magnetism" is really funny. she says that he is gay. but i found out today that he went out w/ a girl that he really likes for some time. well, now they are not together. my friend says that he is gay, but he just doesnt know it yet. teehee.

so, i have a lot of old friends at camp. most (well technically all) younger than me. but some are new friends. one is from school. one is going to be like my new best friend. i cant believe it. everyone is ALWAYS sooo nice at camp. thats why i have gone for 5 years. i still love the place.

i will keep you updated. see ya!

Love, Zena