breaking dawn has been read

omg!! i finally finished breaking dawn!!



i actually hate myself for it tho. i know it is not a race, but still. i guess i really am a slow reader....



i started it in the car on the way home from the release party. i was forth in line, but because there were several cash registers, i got mine technically second. i didnt even pre order it!!! yeah. well, i didnt know where i was going until the last minute. so my wrist band said 510 on in. i am still wearing it. did you know that 5+1+0 adds up to 6? yeah, the number of the devil. but there were like only 20 kids there. and no boys of course. so because of that, the lady in charge let me stay w/ all my friends who already pre ordered it. they had the first like 4 numbers literally. i am soo serious. they got there hours ago and were standing outside the building all day. i got there at 10 cause that's when it started. so then i stayed couped up in my room, reading untill 4 am when my dad sounded like he was getting up to take the dogs out. so i turned out my light and feined sleep for like 30 min then finally fell asleep.



i then had 5 hours of sleep, waking up at 9:30 and i couldnt go back to sleep, so i started reading the book again. i then only came out for bathroom things and eating twice. yeah, and then i stayed up till 3 am again finishing the book. yeah. i am such a slow reader. but i wasnt getting tired. i am sooo serious!!



so the book was a little bit of a dissappointment...bwt, if you have not read or finished the book and are planning to, dont read this.....



bella looking like she died in the very middle of the book....not such a great thing. jacob giving up on her.....horrible.....



then the last thing you see from jacob's point of view is when he imprinted. who didnt understand that? cause i knew that that was def wat happened as soon as it happened. eerily enough, think about it...she was half bella, he couldnt imprint on bella for watever reason, but this was just like it. they already introduced you to the imprinting of a child w/ quil. then they brought that up again in the book, enfasizing it....totally possible.



now, nessie, so CUTE!! i luv her!! she rules!! i think that it might have been a little weird that your views changed on her so many times throughout the book, just like your views change on Mr. Otis in the chronicles of vladimir tod. so first she was " a little nudger" and you felt compassion. that bella was able to love something growing at an alarming rate inside her. then you were like, "that little beast! sucking life out of bella!!GRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jacob had a right to hate it! i like it that that part was taken from the view of someone that was not so, well who wasnt bella. the one who realized what was really happening. so then you were like, "oh cute. the little beast loves his momma. how cute" sarcastically. like jacob. you had jacob's view. but then you had to go and have that baby almost die inside bella. and bella almost die as well. and you were like "SAVE BELLA!! GET THAT THING OUT OF HER!!" and they did. but you thought it killed bella in the process. well, then the other half of the book must be about the baby growing up.....then bella servives. sees the growing baby. loves her....thats pretty much it. you fall in love too, like anyone would

but bella being so prepared, i think it has to do w/ the child. she already went through the thirst of blood for a month before, therefore she, was more in tune to her instincts. she is really cool as a vampire no matter how much i hate her for the time she is human! and i have been for team jacob for a really long time. so now that he imprinted on someone so closely related to bella, i guess that sufices. after all, they all love each other. therefore....I AM STILL FOR TEAM JACOB!! no matter that it is over. btw, search for team hottness on youtube, i, miajoie, made a video that explains my views on things.....

so, now that the book is over, i can go back to obbsessing about vampire kisses and the vampire kisses manga series. and then i will be more focusing on my avatar fantasies. also, chronicles of vladimir tod. and the twilight movie. and blue bloods. and the twilight guide thing. and midnight sun (see stephanie meyer's website)

i gotta go...

luvs ya
zena